drunk...new ideas

So here I am writing this, thoroughly aware that I'm not as pissed as I should be....now I hate that...all that effort....interestingly, though, may have hit on a great concept for a film/play....the only thing is that the pay off is the drunk argumentative actor who is wandering around my house as we speak....supposedly looking for his jacket, though it feels like he is actually looking for a fight.....i imagine the outcome will  be fine...just hope that he has forgotten where the machete is.....

Not putting the effort in....

Feel that I haven't been putting enough into this. I guess the main problem is generally what to add, what might be interesting......I think the constant paranoia that stops me putting in anything too personal ends up with, well, something like this, an impersonal mish-mash of rubbish, sort of scrapbook crap that, with just a little bit of effort, you could have found yourself.....I mean, when it comes down to it, there is probably, in fact almost definitely a blog post identical to this, by some other paranoid 'blogger' who finally, but not quite, lets their guard down...........anyhow, never mind, I'll find a picture of a monkey riding a dog and post that....